I’ve been thinking a lot about energy this week. What gives and takes away my energy? How can I become attuned to energy dips more quickly before they spiral? You’ll probably notice that this week’s offerings are all connected to energy in some sense. May you find something here that lights you up as well. Here we go.
1. Earth meditation: If I’m honest, although I like Joe Dispenza’s work, I struggle with his meditations. And it’s purely superficial. His voice doesn’t resonate for me, and that’s key for me with guided meditations. But this week I took a chance on one of his meditations, which I thought was focused on self-healing but is really about connecting with Earth. I was shocked at how powerful I found this meditation. It’s the first time in a long time I’ve become emotional during a meditation, which for me is a sign that I’ve actually left my thinking mind. Word of caution: this is a longer meditation (25ish minutes).
2. Crossroads by Jonathan Franzen: Love him or hate him (and his views), my own take is that Jonathan Franzen is gifted at capturing the deeply buried longing for abandoned dreams, our fear of facing our darker emotions and the complexity of family enmeshment. I identify deeply with the humanness of his characters. I’m only half-way through this one, but I’m loving it so far.
3. This passage from Untethered Soul: I’ve written about Untethered Soul before, and I’ll probably write about it again. But when it comes to views to challenging misconceptions about energy, I find this passage the clearest and most succinct. Really sit with it and ask yourself how often you default to attributing your energy to external factors.
“What you’ll see, if you watch carefully, is that you have a phenomenal amount of energy inside of you. It doesn’t come from food and it doesn’t come from sleep. This energy is always available to you. At any moment you can draw upon it…The only reason you don’t feel this energy all the time is because you block it. You block it by closing your heart, by closing your mind, and by pulling yourself into a restrictive space inside.”
Michael Singer, Untethered Soul
4. Weekend hikes: That’s right, hikes, as in plural. This past weekend was abnormally warm (again), which still fuels my anxiety in ways I’m struggling to cope with. But it also afforded opportunities for adventures in the sun that felt rejuvenating. It’s a joy to hike in winter without wearing excessive layers, and without severe post-hike chills. We ventured into a popular trail where it proved challenging to capture the grandness of snow-clad mountain vistas without people in the way. Below is my best effort at a photo sans hikers. Standing in the (warm!) sun, half-donut in hand (excellent hike fuel, IMHO), taking in panoramic mountains with blue-sky backdrop was such a soul-fuelling experience. I followed it up with a less sunshine-y hike on Sunday that was no less joyous an experience. Fresh air, snow and mountains will always bring a smile to my face.
May this weekend bring you energy of your own making, or at least challenge you to consider where you may be blocking your own energy with a closed heart or mind. Breathe deeply and find the courage to let go of whatever you’re seeking to protect. I’ll be right there in it with you. Happy weekend, y’all.